Mitt år som sökande

Jag har förlorat, vad jag trodde var, en vän till en tjej. Det är oerhört sorgligt. Bekräftar den bild som olika kärleksrelaterade nyinträffade händelser påvisat, nämligen att motsatta kön verkligen inte kan vara platoniska i sin kärlek till varandra.
Nu var det inte om vännen jag vill prata, utan en låt som han sa att han relaterade till mig. Detta var länge sedan.

Jag kom att tänka på låten för att jag är så glad att jag är nykter. Det är fantastiskt.



Don't go away
I'm trying the best I can
It's not easy to get out of this
It reminds me every minute I breathe

It was going so well for us, maybe a little too much of partying
Every time I needed a little bit more, and who's to blame for that
The beer felt so soft, the booze was welcomed by my throat
And ever since it has been more and more It's the most important thing for me

Make me understand what I have to do
I can't stand this anymore
The only thing I care to do is to fill my body with booze

I can't understand how you're pulling through
For every lie that I've told you
All those times I've stumbled in and threw up in our bed
All those times trying to make me stop
And every time I disappoint you
But this time I am going to succeed or leave

Make me understand what I have to do
I can't stand this anymore
The only thing I care to do is to fill my body with booze
It tears on my feelings for you
It's the bottle I love not you
Try to convince me that you are the only one